April 4, 2010

Dear lame ex,

You were a pathetic excuse for a guy. You are exactly what everyone warned me about. I gave you chances? You fucked everyone you could.
Then called me crying, talking about ‘Apollonia, I love you, give me a chance’ -cry cry cry-

-Ignore ignore ignore-

Laaaaaame.

And you wonder why I treat you like shit now. Yup, its time for Apo to finally be the bitch. For me to finally be the one that hurts you. Not the other way around. 

You’re dead. & Done.
& You just lost the best thing that will ever happen to you.

So when your mom asks you what happened to me? Tell her anything you want, but we all know it was your fault.

Poor thing, you called me and told me you felt all alone. Oh welps. You fucked yourself over, didn’t you?

Ha. Never again.

Sincerely,

Me. 

P.S. This is the last time I waste my time on anything that has to do with you. Don’t call, and if I so much as hear that my name has come out of your mouth in any shape, way or form.. well, believe me. I’ll be worse than Alisha.

March 28, 2010

Hi, my name is: Apollonia.

Never in my life have I been: appreciated.

The one person who can drive me nuts is: my grandmother.

High school: is ending in three months.

When I’m nervous: i shake my leg, play with my fingers, and bite the skin off of my lips.

The last song I listened to was: your love is my drug - ke$ha.

If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: jennifer. 

My hair is: really dry and i wish it weren’t.

When I was 5: i lived in a basement.

Last Christmas: it didn’t snow.

I should be: stronger.

When I look down I see: my lap.

The happiest recent event was: buying my birthday outfit?

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: pheobe.

By this time next year: i’m gonna be a college kid.

My current gripe is: boys, boys, boys.

I have a hard time understanding: myself.

There’s this girl I know that: gave me gingeraids.

I like you when: you don’t suck.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my brother.

Take my advice: because i’m usually right.

The thing I want to buy: is cloth for my dress, but i can’t find it!

If you visited the place I was born: you’d be in the dominican republic part of new york.

I plan to visit: the world.

If you spent the night at my house: you’d sleep on an air bed!

I’d stop my wedding if: michael buble were there.

The world could do without: wasps.

I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: see my father again.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: was my dress.

Most recent thing someone else bought me: was probably food.

My favorite blonde is: my momma.

My favorite brunette is: jennifer.

My favorite red head is: caleah.

My middle name is: marie.

In the morning I: check my phone.

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: fat bitches.

Once, at a bar: some guy tried to bag. no sir, you fail.

Last night I was: at home.

There’s this guy I know who: has nice hair.

If I was an animal I’d be: a monkey.

A better name for me would be: BOLT.

Tomorrow I am: working and then seeing my best friend.

Tonight I am: chillllllling.

My birthday is:  in two weeks.

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“ You’ll come across so many people in your life. Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever. You come across people you will love, very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith. ”

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“ Even so, deep down, I knew I hadn’t done anything wrong. That this wasn’t my fault, and in a perfect world, I could tell people what happened and somehow not be ashamed. In real life, though, this was harder. I was used to being looked at – it was part of who I was, who I’d been as long as I could remember. But once people knew about this, I was sure they’d see me in a different way. That with every glance, they’d no longer see me, but what had happened to me, so raw and shameful and private, turned outward and suddenly scrutinized. I wouldn’t be the girl who had everything, but the girl who’d been attacked, assaulted, so helpless. It seemed safer to hold it in, where the only one who could judge was me. ”

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March 28, 2010

I changed my mind.

I made the other Tumblr, but now I feel like I have no room to write what I really want to. I look back at this one and I wrote freely, and I’m going to continue to do so. 

How do you make life stop? Where is the ‘pause’ button? Because I really fucking need it.

I turn eighteen in two weeks. 

Gah, this is all so random. I have nothing in my head straight right now. 

Until next time.

—- Better That We Break - Maroon 5.

March 22, 2010

My life is changing, so I’m shedding my past.

Making a new tumblr. And hopefully its my last.

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thestrugglingperson:

You weren’t worth the truth.

thestrugglingperson:

You weren’t worth the truth.

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